Wednesday, March 16, 2011
P.S., Dad. . .
I especially hope that M_ reads my last post and I especially hope that she reads this one. I want her to know that, as per your usual past behaviors, you are constantly trying to make me complicit in keeping secrets from her.
I want her to know that you wrote begging, pleading emails to both me and my lawyer asking for early repayment of the loan that she she made to me (and, incidentally, that I never asked for).
I want her to know that you can't get over shitting all over Mom every chance you get, including in your last email to me. Where in hell do you get off, constantly criticizing her? She had her faults, but many of those faults were CREATED by YOUR behavior.
You fucked anything that would hold still long enough for you to do it, including men.
I want M_ to know that every time we have lunch, it's you who wants to go to McDonald's and that you always wolf down TWO big hamburgers and a large order of fries (I can't eat two of those things and I don't know how you can).
I want her to know how you have used me as your personal confessional over the years, to keep secrets from people I loved.
Y'know what? I really didn't want to know how you discovered Masturbation.
But you told me anyhow.
Y'know what? I really didn't want to know that Mom knew you were cheating on her when she told you, while you were having sex, "Getting your love somewhere else, huh?"
You son of a bitch, Stay out of my blog and stay out of my personal life.
I want M_ to know how you made me complicit when you were cheating on Mom, when I came to visit you in New York, you not only didn't have the decency to put your affair on hold for the brief duration of my stay, you flaunted it in my face and then asked me not to tell, you made me a co-conspirator.
YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!
And now you do the same damn thing with M_. And it IS the same damn thing, even though, to my knowledge, you aren't fucking another woman, still you are trying to keep secrets everywhere along the way.
I am SICK of this shit. I hope you read this and I hope your wife reads this. I hope she divorces you. You dick.