Saturday, May 9, 2020

Hunny

On Sunday, May 3, 2020, I was forced to make the decision to end the life of my little Hunny. You may know her from the SUN card from my TINKER'S DAMN TAROT revised second edition. There was a reason she graced that card with her presence. For fifteen years she was the light of my life, the best part of my life, the best thing that ever happened to me. And now she's gone.
She died from a combination of heart disease AND kidney disease, both of which were farther along than I think the vet ever admitted to me. In late March, I noticed that she was breathing awfully hard. By the last week of April, I knew that the end was near. There were no good days -- just every day worse than the one before it.
My heart is broken. Even now, I can hardly bear to type these words. I miss her so  much.
I'll try to write her whole story out here on the blog; I think I have to. But it will have to wait until I think I can get through the task with a minimum of waterworks. For now, this is all I can bear to do,
Hunny, my little sweetie, my angel, my baby -- I miss you so much. I loved you so much. Please forgive me. 
--Thorn.

2 comments:

  1. It's alright. Not experience. Think good thoughts. Your Tarot cards are needed

    ReplyDelete
  2. I am just reading through your blogs after attempting to get in touch with with on Etsy with a question. After reading this my questions seems so unimportant as a soul who has lost a longtime fur- companion😔 I am so sorry to hear. I currently have three lovely fur companions two of which were adopted a year and so ago in honor of one of my cats Arthur who past away from anaphylactic shock. It was my first time going through a loss of a pet. I feel your pain. I understand is been a few months now since your loss. I’m hoping you are now at the point to where you can smile from the memories and feel the warmth of the light she spread through your time together. Best wishes to you fellow cat person. 🕊✨🌱☀️

    ReplyDelete

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...